Total pages in book: 126
Estimated words: 117408 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 587(@200wpm)___ 470(@250wpm)___ 391(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 117408 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 587(@200wpm)___ 470(@250wpm)___ 391(@300wpm)
And I wanted to cross every last one of them for him.
When had Fox gotten so close to me? When had the air between us shifted? When did it shoot up fifteen degrees in here? Was I sweating? Hallucinating?
“Jonah…” His voice was lower now, more gravel shaking my bones.
No space between us now. My heartbeat was soaring. The walls around us disappeared, as did the ceiling, along with the floor. An inky black expanse of twinkling stars surrounded us, Fox’s bright hazle green eyes shining the most light.
We may not have been boyfriends, but this sure as fuck felt like we were soul mates.
I kissed him. My body needed it. My lips needed it. My tongue found his as his mouth parted, allowing me in, allowing me the taste I had learned to crave after only a couple of hits. Hands were flying, gliding. Our bodies pressed together, pushing away any space between us and replacing it with pure heat.
The kiss brought me back to us on the beach, in the water. My paranoia had led me to feel eyes on me then, but now I knew for a fact it was only us. Two men, two bodies that needed release, two hearts that were quickly becoming intertwined.
And the fact that we were so alone… it made me do things I normally wouldn’t. I thrust my hips forward, bold with how hard I already was and surprised when I felt Fox push back, rubbing his own hard cock over mine, only separated by a couple layers of very annoying fabric.
I was quickly losing all control. And this wasn’t fueled by rum or a risky card game, this was being fueled by pure want and desire. I felt the fire burn inside me, taking away my breath. Fox’s big hands traveled down my back, over my ass, squeezing me in his hands and drawing a deep moan from me.
I couldn’t see straight. I don’t know how I managed to separate and walk over to close the door without tripping and falling. But I did. And when I turned around, Fox was already tugging off his shirt, pulling it over his head and tossing it to the side, his fingers flying down to work on his pants, the crotch visibly strained by everything it was trying to hold back.
A moment of fear flickered inside me. This was all so new, so wild. I wasn’t a hundred percent sure I was doing the right thing.
I’m a hundred percent doing the right thing.
I went over to Fox, not even bothering with my clothes, just wanting to feel him, touch him, taste him.
My hand went to his crotch as our lips crashed together, his pants still on. He started to work on taking off my shirt, grabbing at the edges and tugging up, over my arms, past my head.
Our lips were back together, this time our bare chests pressed against each other. I could feel his soft hair and his hard muscles. I could feel it all against me, and it filled me with an uncontrollable heat. It was such a viscerally different feeling than having Wendy’s paper-smooth body against mine.
And I fucking loved it.
I loved Fox’s big hands gliding up my back, encasing my head as the kiss continued to consume us.
I needed more. So much more. Something came over me. I broke the kiss, but not because I was done.
No, things were only beginning.
“Jonah,” he said, his lips gleaming, his breath heavy. “Jesus, I can’t stop kissing you.” His lips came up against my forehead, leaving a soft trail that sent sparks through me. My hands landed on his hips and I pulled, tugging him harder onto me.
“I want to try something.” It was my way of not chickening out. By saying it out loud, then I couldn’t silently back out. My heart was thumping, and my brain was mush, but I knew for a fact that I wanted Fox in a way I’d never had any man before.
“Huh?” he asked.
His answer came when my hands moved from his hips and traveled over his hard bulge. I couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe I was touching another man, one who was rock hard and throbbing for me.
And I still wanted more.
I took a step back, my entire body buzzing. Fox bit his lower lip as I slowly fell to my knees in front of him. I’d seen Wendy do this plenty of times—I could manage it. The fear was powerful, but my attraction and arousal were even stronger.
I moved forward, my knees sliding on the hardwood floor. I looked up, feeling myself getting lost in Fox’s gaze, especially at this angle. Fox towered above me, his erection pushing against the fabric of his pants, almost casting a shadow on my face.
“Jonah, we don’t…”
“Take off your pants.” It came out like more of a command than I expected. Fox’s eyes opened wide before his smirk took over, his fingers moving to undo the button and zipper on his pants.