Total pages in book: 120
Estimated words: 109976 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 550(@200wpm)___ 440(@250wpm)___ 367(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 109976 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 550(@200wpm)___ 440(@250wpm)___ 367(@300wpm)
“I want to have your baby.” I felt my face heat with embarrassment at my brazen words but his response made me forget to feel shy. He looked down at me with such wonder, and his eyes, so much love shone there.
And when he cupped my cheek in his palm the moment was so tender it brought tears to my eyes. He hugged me so hard I could hardly breathe but I didn’t care, I wanted to get as close to him as two bodies could be.
Now, instead of the slow torment of a minute ago, his thrusts were more powerful, his hands more forceful as he held me to him. Our lips locked together and our tongues dueled as he growled seconds before I felt his liquid heat explode deep inside me as my body went up in flames.
Gavin
I looked across the breakfast table at her as we held hands and shared loving glances to the amusement of the two assholes sitting at the table with us. After she’d told me she wanted to have my child I’d kept her in bed for about another hour before we took a leisurely bath together and then came down to meet the others who were already waiting.
I hadn’t brought up what she’d told me again, choosing to save it for later. I didn’t want anything to mar this day. Though I know that it’s impossible for her not to think about it ever again, at least for the next few days I want her to have some relief from her past and the shit that’s awaiting us back home.
No doubt she’s been living in constant fear since the day it happened, holding onto that shit along with everything else she’d been through. And thinking that I wouldn’t want her if I knew the truth must’ve terrified her even more.
Had she really thought that I’d think less of her for protecting herself? That I’d walk away from her, turn my back on her for doing what she had to do to survive in that fucked up situation? Nothing could be farther from the truth, if anything it just makes me want to protect her even more. I’m just sorry that she had to do that shit on her own, that I wasn’t the one to end the fuck so she didn’t have to live with it for the rest of her life.
Knowing her, she’s going to have a rough time ahead dealing with that shit. Blaming herself for destroying the monster before he did her. Her soft gentle nature won’t allow her to just put it away I’m sure, which is now my new worry.
Obviously she can’t share it with anyone else so the psychiatrist I’d been thinking of hiring when I first learned that she’d seen him do that shit was out. So I’m going to have to be the one to help her through it.
I’m more than ready for the job, but for the next few days at least I want her to be worry free. I want to see that bright smiling face, the way it is now, for as long as I can keep her that way. I’ll just have to keep her too preoccupied with me to think about anything else.
That shouldn’t be too hard since I’d cleared the next month or so to devote entirely to her and getting her settled in to her new life. If the asshole senator would just fuck right the fuck off that’d be good, but I know there’s no way I’m gonna get that lucky. That’s why I’m trying to deal with his shit sooner rather than later.
I lifted her hand and kissed her ring and she smiled at me. It was plain to see that sharing her last dark secret had lifted a heavy burden off her shoulders, it was in her eyes. If possible she was even more beautiful to me without the burden of that shit hanging around her neck like an albatross.
Even the way she spoke to Kev and Dave seemed much more relaxed and at ease. I glared at the two nosy fucks who were completely ignoring me as they asked her about her modeling days and the people she’d met. Dave the dog was looking for his next conquest, while Kev was doing his usual outsider looking in bullshit.
“I get it.” He looked at me after making that cryptic comment like I was supposed to know what the fuck he was talking about. The other two were busy yakking it up so I leaned over and asked him what he was what the hell he meant by that. “Why you lost your mind.” This fuck!
I was secretly pleased though that the three of them were hitting it off. I know that although I’ll never be as much of an asshole as the ex, I won’t ever be comfortable with her being around other men, except for these two. I also know that because of what she means to me that I can trust them to look out for her. So it was good to see her coming out of her shell a little bit.