Total pages in book: 106
Estimated words: 98226 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 491(@200wpm)___ 393(@250wpm)___ 327(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 98226 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 491(@200wpm)___ 393(@250wpm)___ 327(@300wpm)
Instead, I kept my eyes shut, my limbs heavy, completely unresponsive.
I pretended to be asleep until Joel gave up and rolled away, his soft snores filling our cabin moments later.
And I couldn’t figure out why, in the quiet darkness of the bed I shared with my boyfriend who I’d just denied, I was thinking about what it would be like to be touched by Theo Whitman.
Never in my life did I imagine I would find a “normal” routine on a multi-million-dollar yacht.
Back home, in Boulder, routine was everything for me. I ate the same thing for breakfast, read for about thirty minutes, did a quick high-intensity interval training workout to get my heart and body awake and going, and then I went to my first class. I’d spend the time between classes either taking photos around campus or town, in the mountains, perhaps taking a day trip to get away. My evenings were filled with editing photos, reading, or spending time with Joel. And though there were differences each day, I had a routine that kept me stable and steady, that brought me comfort.
It was part of what I’d been missing, what had been making me uneasy since Joel and I left the States.
But now, there I was, waking up in new waters or docked at a new port every morning, eating the same thing for breakfast, reading for a bit before I did my workout, and then busying myself throughout the day by either taking photographs for Theo or helping Emma and the other stewardesses. I found I didn’t mind it, even taking photographs for Theo had become easier now that I knew what to expect.
Plus, none of the other guests on the boat were as bad as Audrey and Nicolette — at least, not yet.
I was exhausted by the time the sun set each night, though — eyes red and dry as I edited photos and worked on my portfolio. When Joel came into the cabin, it was usually only long enough to shower and change before he was dipping out for his night watch, or dragging me out of the room and down to hang out with the rest of the crew. And where I would stay for an hour or so, Joel would be down there all night.
It baffled me how he had the energy.
The crew was growing on me, and in small ways, it felt like they were starting to accept me, too. Emma would fill me in on the inside jokes when I didn’t understand them, and she and I spent a lot of my time below deck talking about her life in Austria and what it was like for me growing up in Colorado. We compared our favorite hikes, exchanged pictures of lakes and mountains and valleys, and told stories of our childhood dogs. She held her stomach with a longing smile as she told me about her mom’s delicious wienerschnitzel and tafelspitz, and I tried to explain why dipping pizza crust in honey was a life-changing culinary event and the only acceptable way to eat pizza in Colorado.
I could talk to Emma the same way I could talk to my sister or to Joel, like we had been friends for a lifetime already.
Wayland was much like me in that he didn’t hang out with the crew that often, but when he did, I loved to listen to him play his guitar softly and chime in on the conversation from time to time. Ace and Eric were usually found drinking with Joel, swapping charter stories or competing in arm wrestling matches or card games.
Even Ivy and Celeste had won me over. They were two peas in a pod, gossiping and making me laugh with their own horror stories from working charters. Celeste once had a man demand a twelve-course meal for him and his family, only to have all of them drink so much they passed out and didn’t even make it to dinner at all. Ivy chimed in with her own experience of being cornered in a stateroom while changing the sheets, the main charter guest begging her to let him touch and photograph her feet.
They were different from me, but after a couple weeks of me working just as much as they were, they seemed to relax around me and open up a bit more. Ivy was still foaming at the mouth for the opportunity to give me a makeover, and Celeste was fascinated by my photographs. She always asked to see the most recent ones I’d edited. When I showed her the one of the young couple embracing on the sea wall in Nice, she covered her mouth with her fingertips, eyes wide and glossy when they found me. “I’m not sure why, but this photo makes my stomach ache.”
Nailed it.