Total pages in book: 150
Estimated words: 136791 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 684(@200wpm)___ 547(@250wpm)___ 456(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 136791 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 684(@200wpm)___ 547(@250wpm)___ 456(@300wpm)
I'll be thanking God for the rest of my life for giving me another chance to grasp it.
January and I spent a long time in therapy, working out our shit. We still have bad days, but we make it through them together. I hold her when she cries, and she reminds me that I'm not a monster.
Two years ago, she married me. A week later, we found out she was pregnant with TJ.
I wouldn't change a second of the last three years.
"I love you," I whisper, tugging on her hair.
"I love you too." She tilts her head back to peer up at me.
I lean down to kiss her, but TJ decides to cockblock me and kicks me in the chin while trying to escape from his mama's arms. She laughs and kisses him on both cheeks before setting him on the floor.
As soon as she lets him go, he's on his feet, racing toward the door and then down the hall.
"We need baby gates," I mutter, pulling January into my arms.
"We had baby gates," she reminds me. "He climbed over them. He'll be fine in the living room. Luke is out there."
"You spending time with Santiago, baby girl?" I ask, narrowing my eyes at her.
She rolls hers at me. "You do remember he's got his own girl now, right?"
How the hell could I forget? He almost died trying to save his girl. I'm grateful as hell he survived. He's been my partner and one of my closest friends for the last two years. I still don't want him around my wife, though.
What? He's good looking and I'm a jealous bastard. Sue me.
He used to get off on that shit. He thought it was hilarious to hug January just to get me going. Now that he has his own girl, he doesn't think it's as funny. Which means I annoy the hell out of him as often as possible by hugging the shit out of his girl.
Thank God January thinks it's funny. I wouldn't do it if it bothered her.
"Kinley's with him," January says. "Roman and Mila are running late."
"Yeah?"
She nods.
Good. Kinley and Luke will keep TJ occupied for a little while.
"Does that mean I got time to get you off?" I ask, picking her up in my arms and striding across the room to kick the nursery door closed. Once it clicks shut, I put her back against it and grind my dick into her pussy.
"No," she moans even though she wraps her arms around my neck and wiggles on my dick.
I slide my hand up her thigh, shoving her dress up as I go. When I reach her panties, she's already soaked. "I think you need to get off, little monster," I whisper, sliding them to the side. I run one fingertip down her slit, groaning when I feel her sticky juices on my hand. "Don't want you all wet and needy today."
"Cade," she whimpers.
"Kiss me, January."
She gives me what I want, wrapping her hands in my hair and kissing me like we've got all day. As soon as her tongue meets mine, I plunge two fingers into her while working her clit with my thumb. I swallow her cries as she writhes against my hand, using me to get herself off. Little whimpers fall from her lips, but I swallow those, too. My tongue teases hers before I bite her bottom lip and suck it into my mouth.
Within seconds, she's crying out my name and coming all over my hand.
I wring her out, watching as she rides the waves with her head thrown back and her cheeks flushed. Her body is splayed across the door, completely open to me. My dick throbs in my pants, demanding that I let him out and then let him in, but I know we don't have time for that. And that's not what this was about anyway.
My girl is pregnant again and greedy for it. Her hormones are wild. She can't make it through an entire day without begging me to make her come. Not that I'm complaining or anything. Getting her off is the highlight of my fucking life. I live for watching her come apart for me. I feel like a rock star when she's moaning my name like it's the only one she knows.
"I needed that," she says, blinking open her eyes and giving me a lazy, sated smile.
I kiss her lips and then slide my hand out from between us and suck my fingers clean.
"Cade," she moans and wiggles on the door, her eyes going dark with desire.
"Later," I promise, straightening her panties. "We gotta go, or we'll be late."
Octavio Hernandez's girl is graduating from college. Yeah, we're cool now. And January and his girl are tight. We worked together to save his girl right after January was released from the hospital, and the charges against me were dropped. I never blamed him for doing his job in the first place. He's a pretty good dude.