Total pages in book: 93
Estimated words: 87942 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 440(@200wpm)___ 352(@250wpm)___ 293(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 87942 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 440(@200wpm)___ 352(@250wpm)___ 293(@300wpm)
Instead, Dunn swallowed audibly. One might even say nervously. “Where’d you hear that?”
“Aw, honey. You remember you’re in Licking Thicket, right? Where folks know your business before you do?” She sounded sympathetic. “So then a few of us asked your mama to confirm—”
“Oh, Lord.”
“And she said she’d already talked to you about it, and you’d said—”
Dunn swore under his breath, and the chair creaked like he was sitting forward again. “The things my mother and I talked about were… were… were hypothetical, Ms. Vienna. Not something I need the Thicket gossiping about just yet. Or ever.” He cleared his throat and said faintly, “This would change everything. My whole… identity. The most fundamental parts of who I am.”
I frowned and pushed my glasses up. What the heck was he talking about?
“Sweetie, don’t you think you’re being a bit dramatic? It wouldn’t change everything. It’s just one part of who you are, after all. Every living person changes and redefines themselves, sometimes daily.”
“But not like this! This isn’t like changing your socks, Ms. Vienna. This is a big deal. It’s a fork in the road. You don’t get to backtrack.”
“Now, that’s not true at all. Look at your brother! He and Ava were the closest thing to engaged, and now he and Malachi are planning their wedding.”
I froze in place. I’d been starting medical school around the time Dunn’s big brother graduated high school, but Thicket legend said Brooks had been the Bovines’ quarterback and all-around golden boy, even down to dating the head cheerleader, until he’d outed himself publicly at the Lickin’ eleven and a bit years ago and left town the next day. Now he was back in the Thicket and planning a dream wedding.
To a man.
Did that mean Dunn was thinking he also might be—?
“Brooks was still a kid then, though, and I’m not. When I decide, I’ve gotta decide for good.” There was a sound of rustling fabric, like Dunn was rubbing his palms on his thighs—a rare but unmistakable sign he was anxious. “And I’m not saying I’m not gonna, you know, be open and honest about it, if it feels right to me. I’m just saying I’m not in a hurry to slap a label on things. Labels don’t change the way a person feels about another person.”
My jaw dropped, and the spit-soggy Milano cookie landed on my sweater.
“I’m gonna think on it,” Dunn continued. It sounded like he was trying to convince himself as much as anybody. “And I’m gonna talk to Tuck, obviously—”
Vienna sighed. “Tucker’s got enough on his plate, honey. You don’t need to drag the poor man into your love life when it’s got nothing to do with him.”
“No, ma’am, it’s got everything to do with him!”
“It does?”
It did?
“Sure! Tucker and me… We’re not just friends, you know? What we have is special. I can’t be happy unless Tuck is happy too.”
My heart beat fast.
Too fast.
Concerningly fast.
See-your-cardiologist fast.
Dunn was considering changing his identity? The most fundamental parts of who he was? He was worried about labels? A-and… he couldn’t be happy unless I was happy too, because we were not just friends?
It almost sounded like—though it wasn’t and couldn’t be, obviously, since Dunn had never shared a homosexual thought with me, and to be frank, I wasn’t that lucky—Dunn was conflicted about his sexuality?
My brain flipped and flopped around, trying to figure out what the heck else he could mean, but I couldn’t land on a single thing. I needed more data, more clues to cross-reference. I listened impatiently.
“But, Dunn,” Vienna began hesitantly. “You’ve gotta be careful with Tucker. You know he—”
“Will be coming back any minute?” Dunn interrupted politely. “Yes, he will.”
“But—”
“Ms. Vienna, you know I always want what’s best for him, right? You and I have that in common. You can trust me.”
Vienna sighed again, which was unusual. She wasn’t normally the sighing sort. “Alright, Dunn. I’ll just go keep an eye out for Doc and let him know you’re here when he gets back.”
“’Preciate it.”
The door shut behind her with a click, and the chair squeaked as Dunn sat back once again.
“You can come out now,” he said softly, the laughter back in his voice. “The coast is clear.”
I stowed my cookies and crosswords, put my glasses in my shirt pocket, brushed the crumbs off my sweater, and prayed my cheeks were not as red as they felt. Then I reached for the latch and pushed open the secret storage area, blinking against the brightness of the office.
Like my office manager, this secret storage area hadn’t been my idea, but it had come with the house. Also like Vienna, it had proven very, very useful.
“I left you some books, son,” Doc Thorne had said as he shook my hand at the closing. He’d given me a broad wink. “You might find Jules Verne real interesting.”