Total pages in book: 87
Estimated words: 83908 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 420(@200wpm)___ 336(@250wpm)___ 280(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 83908 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 420(@200wpm)___ 336(@250wpm)___ 280(@300wpm)
I stiffen my tongue, working to push inside his ring. Pulling back, I kiss his ass cheeks before sucking my finger and pushing it inside him, fucking him with it, working him open before I replace my digit with my tongue.
With my hands on his ass cheeks, I keep him spread open while going feral on him. I honestly didn’t even know I had it in me, but the need for him builds higher and higher. Makes me feel invincible, my body flying, sparks of want and passion creating a light display inside me.
My dick is throbbing. It’s killing me not to know what it feels like to be inside someone, inside Rylan.
“Open me up more. I need you to fuck me,” he says, reading my mind.
I pull away from him so I can grab the lube and a condom from the drawer…then pause. “Do we need this?” I ask, holding up the condom. We’ve talked about it before. I’ve been tested more than once since Malcolm, and Rylan is regularly tested too, plus he’s on PrEP. It was me who was nervous about the risk, but…
“It’s okay if you want to keep using them,” he tells me.
“I don’t. I’m okay not using one if you are too. Or if you’d rather top first when we don’t. Either way, I just…I trust you, and I want this.”
“I trust you and I want this too,” he replies, looking at me over his shoulder with a grin I’m still trying to get used to seeing aimed at me.
“No condom, then.” I toss it back in the drawer. “Lie on your back.”
Rylan flips over, positioning himself on the bed with his head on the pillows. I slick my fingers with lube, then kneel between his legs. My hunger for him is only growing. Rylan lifts one of his legs. Leaning over, I take his mouth as I push one finger, then two inside him. It makes me tremble, and I wonder how I’m ever going to survive being inside him. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked to go bare the first time I top someone. What if I come in two seconds and can’t get him off?
He moans into the kiss, his desire for me quieting some of my doubt. This is good for him. He’s enjoying this. He’s wanted it from me for a while now, and he loves me. No matter what happens, it’ll be okay.
My fingers slide in and out of his body while our tongues move together hungrily. Rylan wraps one arm around me, tugging my upper body closer, like he can’t get enough of the kiss. I twist my fingers, work to open him up, seek out his prostate and rub it, feeling the jolt shoot through him.
I smile into the kiss and do it again. Driving him wild like this is fucking awesome.
As I kiss my way down his chest, nuzzling his firm pecs, pushing my face between them and rubbing my cheeks against his warm skin and the short, dark hairs there, I work a third finger inside him, my cock leaking onto his body. Rylan’s dick is hard between us, thick and red and so fucking beautiful.
“Fuck yes,” he says as I continue to stretch his hole, getting him ready for me. “I’m dying for your cock, baby. Want you to fuck me. Want to feel you come inside me.”
“I’m pretty sure those are the sexiest sentences in existence.” I pull my fingers out of him, look down at this beautiful, sweet man who is totally like a twelve out of ten, even if that makes no sense.
And he’s mine. All mine.
“You gonna fuck me now?”
“Yes. Apologizing ahead of time if I don’t last long.”
He chuckles, then pulls me down for a quick kiss. “It’ll be great, and if it’s not, there’s always next time.”
I gasp. “I can’t believe you said if it’s not. What the hell, Ry. You just jinxed me.”
He offers his rich, happy laugh. “I thought you didn’t believe in those things.”
“Not about hockey, but when it comes to me fucking you, I do.”
Rylan sobers. “You’re the best I’ve ever had.”
“I haven’t done anything yet.”
He shrugs. “I already know.”
And welp, that’s it. I’m totally dead. I melt into a puddle right there in bed with him. “God, I love you.”
I pump lube into my hand, too eager for what’s to come to even mention his incredible muscle strength because of how he’s still holding one leg in the air like it’s nothing.
“I love you too,” he replies, wiping away any residual nerves I felt.
Still leaning over him, I hold the base of my cock and watch myself slowly push inside him. “Oh God,” sneaks out as the hot, tight grip of his body begins to envelop me. I’ve used a Fleshlight before, and it was nothing like this, like the feel of Rylan’s body squeezing me, accepting me. “Holy shit.” His body is throbbing from the inside. As much as I love to be fucked by him, I definitely think I’ll be partaking in this more often too.