Total pages in book: 76
Estimated words: 72090 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 360(@200wpm)___ 288(@250wpm)___ 240(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 72090 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 360(@200wpm)___ 288(@250wpm)___ 240(@300wpm)
Part of me wanted to stop him and demand answers. I should. I should scream and shout. I should call him a monster for what he did to me. How dare he have sex with me and not let me know. He crossed a line!
And yet, it was a line that I deep down had wanted crossed. And I wanted it crossed again, and again, and again.
I wanted him to fuck me until I was raw like all those times before.
I wanted to run, for him to chase me, and for my Heathen to come.
His cock throbbed inside me as he fucked me hard.
I reached up and grabbed the back of his head, pulling him down for a searing kiss.
He fucked me with the same intensity I kissed him with, like we were both trying to devour the other.
I felt the familiar tightening of my cunt walls. My breaths coming out in short gasps. My thighs were sweaty, and I felt my pussy drenching him with my desire.
“You want to come, baby girl?” he asked in a throaty low voice.
I nodded into his ear, bringing my tongue out to lick.
“Say it.”
My eyes rolled back into my head as I felt his hand squeeze my ass. “I want to come. Please.”
He pulled my hips back to meet his thrusts, digging his fingers into my flesh. “Come for me. Now.”
My orgasm washed over me, and I screamed out in pleasure. My walls gripped and released, squeezing him tightly.
His cock throbbed and he roared into my ear. His hands coming up to cup my face as his lips found mine.
He kissed me like we were lovers.
Like we had been together for years.
I felt him releasing inside of me, and in my weakened state I felt my own emotions bubbling up.
He pulled out of me slowly and turned my body around to face him.
“Stay with me?” he asked, and I nodded. I didn’t know how or why I just knew it was what I needed.
Locke took me to the bathroom and showered me, washing me as tenderly as he could.
This was so different than when he had left me those times before on the cold ground… alone.
My Heathen was a man tonight.
He didn’t fuck me like a monster. He fucked me with passion and care.
He dried me off and walked me into his room and pulled me down on the bed with him.
“Sleep,” he said as he pulled me into his arms.
I wanted to feel safe with him.
I wanted to belong to him.
I knew it was insane. How could I feel anything but rage. I knew his secret. I knew what he had done.
But I didn’t want to tell him.
Why?
He pulled away from me a little as he looked down into my eyes. “Is everything okay?”
I nodded and curled against his warm skin.
His hand ran through my hair and then he kissed me on the forehead. I lay in his arms knowing I had been deceived, taken, fucked by someone I knew without consent.
I hadn’t agreed to fuck Locke those nights.
I’d agreed to fuck a masked stranger.
Although I laid there thinking…
Knowing I wanted him to do it again.
I was losing my mind.
I was losing my fucking mind.
My stomach flipped and turned.
How could this be?
How could I have not known?
How could he have done this to me?
I didn’t move. I remained still, numb.
“Baby girl, what’s wrong?” he asked, clearly sensing the madness taking hold over me.
I looked up at him and saw the concern and care in his eyes and I broke down. I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry, I wanted to grab him by the shoulders and shake him and ask him how he could have done this to me. But instead, I faltered.
“You… Locke. You…” I stammered as I tried to make sense of the man I was staring at.
He looked confused.
“How could you?” I asked. Rage was reaching the surface. So close. So fucking close.
I watched Locke’s expression change.
“You fucking took what wasn’t yours!” I yelled as I pushed him away, somehow finding the courage and fight that had been locked inside of me.
He tried to grab me again, but I moved away from him and jumped off the bed, backing away from him.
“You fucking stalked me! You fucked me while you hid your identity!”
“Storee… calm down.”
“Don’t fucking tell me to calm down! You fucked me as my screams filled the forest! And you left me there! You left me there in the dirt!” I yelled as the tears came. “It wasn’t just a stranger. It was you! You!”
Insanity had fully set in now.
Locke sat up fully, calm and collected. “You turned on the red light. You consented the minute you—”
“I didn’t consent to you! Not to you!”
I buried my face in my hands, the tears now streaming down my face.