Total pages in book: 78
Estimated words: 75143 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 376(@200wpm)___ 301(@250wpm)___ 250(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 75143 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 376(@200wpm)___ 301(@250wpm)___ 250(@300wpm)
Deciding to just brave it and pretend to be fine, I lifted my head and opened my eyes. Yep, he was using my thigh as his pillow, but the good part…or just the less stressful part was that I had pants on. So my erection was slightly more discreet than Joel’s.
Tate must’ve sensed my movement or just me looking at him because he turned his head and peeked up at me. “I wiggle too.”
Yep.
And his wiggles had his cheek resting on my erection, so I was stuck trying to decide if I was going to brazen it out and play stupid or just panic.
I was leaning toward panic.
“What did we promise before we got serious about even talking about BDSM?” Tate’s sternly delivered question had me sighing and Joel perking up cheerfully.
I was going to use the opportunity to practice playing dumb, but Joel didn’t see the point since he was basically the BDSM version of a teacher’s pet. “That we weren’t allowed to get weird about it, and even if we thought something was stupid, we couldn’t say that. We’re nice to each other even if we’re confused and it’s strange.”
I really wished he was paraphrasing…he was not.
The worst part was that we’d made that rambling rule sober.
“I’m not being weird.” Not yet anyway. “And he’s too turned on to be weird about anything.”
Joel’s giggle had Tate trying not to smile, but it was easier for him to slide back into Dom mode when his gaze dropped back to me. “You’re thinking about it, though.”
Maybe.
I wasn’t going to tell him that, but it was taking me too long to figure out a reasonable response. Tate decided to take advantage of that and smiled at Joel. “I bet you’re remembering how good it felt when Dean wrapped his lips around your little cutie.”
Fucker.
Joel nearly squealed. “Yes. He said I was cute and he swallowed my cum and I got kind of a blow job. I’m so excited to check that off my list. I can check that off my list, right? Lips on dick. That counts.”
God.
“Of course it does.” Settling back on his lap and pretending his dick wasn’t poking my ear, I turned and looked up at Joel. He was wiggling so he could sit up against the couch and it made his dick try to fuck my ear.
I did a badass job of ignoring it but my dick was not so badass…it was a kinky fucker who thought it was hot.
“But we’re going to make sure you get another one that’s even better so there will be no question about it.” His cuteness was going to get me into trouble and his giggles said he knew it.
He was such a manipulative brat.
“I’m glad you’re not worried about what happened.” Finally upright, Joel gave me a beaming smile and petted my head. “I was kind of worried it would get awkward but it didn’t and we had so much fun, didn’t we?”
He was probably playing me again.
Tate’s snicker said the brat was playing me again.
Joel was just really good at playing me, so I just gave up. “We did.”
It could’ve been his smile or sparkling eyes or the way he flirted with me without realizing it or the way he flirted with me intentionally when he was trying to get out of doing the dishes…yeah, there were a lot of ways I was fucked, but he was so happy when he got one over on me that I couldn’t feel bad about it.
“And we can’t be weird about having fun.” Joel shrugged like there was nothing he could do about that. “But we can talk about the parts we liked and what we want to explore next time.”
Ugh.
I closed my eyes and tried to decide if I could will myself into a coma.
“That’s right.” Tate was unhelpfully cheerful in that aspect. “We’re going to talk about our favorite parts and what we thought about the things we talked about. Like Joel explaining he thought he was a sub and that Dean’s a drama queen switch.”
“Hey.” Damn it. He made me open my eyes. “I’m not dramatic. This is just a lot to take in.”
They both just looked at me and sighed. “It is.”
Patting my head, Joel tried to look understanding, but it just felt like he thought I was nuts. “I know. It’s a big change but we’re big boys and we can do it.”
He was not always a full adult.
Turning to Tate, I decided to focus on Joel and not me. “You realize he’s not a full boring adult most of the time, right? I’m an adult and a boring one. You’re an adult and a not-boring one. He’s just…he’s a cute sub and something else.”
Tate’s grin was wicked and excited. “I know. I can’t wait to figure what his something else is.”