Total pages in book: 80
Estimated words: 77127 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 386(@200wpm)___ 309(@250wpm)___ 257(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77127 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 386(@200wpm)___ 309(@250wpm)___ 257(@300wpm)
And we’d started dipping into the territory that would make him nervous…but I knew we had to push through that or it would keep hanging over our heads.
“With your youngest headspace, the diapers and bottles were about taking care of you and being your Daddy. Things like the trust we were building and just how special it was for you to show that side of yourself to me was the biggest thing on my mind.” Not the only, I wasn’t dead, but mostly that was what I thought about.
He made a quiet, nervous sound, but he nodded like he knew he was supposed to agree with me.
I didn’t think he did, so I kept going.
“But this morning when you woke up and started inching under the covers, I knew you were big.” He’d still been adorable, but it was in a completely different way. “At that point, you were in your diaper and it’s just got so many wonderful submissive associations for me, I couldn’t help imagining you naked again and this time it was much more grown-up pictures in my head.”
Alick squeaked and he was almost a tomato color, but he didn’t hide and he didn’t safeword.
So, progress?
Unsure, I kept stroking his face.
“I thought about holding you tight while you submitted completely for me.” I didn’t have to spell that part out because his mouth dropped open. “Then I’d get you all cleaned up, and of course I’d take my time doing that.”
He was opening and closing his mouth like a fish and it was taking amazing amounts of self-control not to smile.
“Then I’d have to get you dirty, but I wasn’t sure what direction that should take. Frotting. Jerking you off. Sucking your dick again. There are just too many options.” Giving him what I hoped was a studious, slightly confused look, I raised one brow. “Do you have an opinion? If you’re a good boy, I might let you pick.”
Mouth open.
Mouth closed.
Mouth open.
Mouth closed.
Well, he hadn’t hidden again yet.
“I know most of the time I come across as a sweet, slightly goofy Daddy, but I promise there’s a wicked control freak hiding just under the surface.” And it seemed like I needed to show my baby boy.
Seeing was definitely believing with some things.
So I reached under his arms and picked him up, laying him down beside me on the bed while he finally started blinking at me. It seemed to be a step in the right direction, so I stretched out beside him, propping myself up on one elbow so I could look down at him. “My sexy boy.”
Running one hand over his chest, I played with the edges of his T-shirt and didn’t even try to hide the lust he inspired. Sure, there were deeper emotions running through me that I knew he’d feel if he took a peek at our bond, but I didn’t want there to be any question about my desire for him.
“You were so cute when you tried to hide from me, but you couldn’t disguise those shivers or the needy sounds you made.” Not that he seemed to realize it. “You were giving me very naughty ideas.”
Yep, it wasn’t my fault he was so sexy.
“Just cuddling with you made me wake up hard, but watching you and seeing you blush and hide…oh, that made me even harder.” Trailing my fingers down to play with the bottom of his shirt, I made sure my hand brushed the front of his diaper.
His still dry diaper.
I wasn’t going to ignore it and I wasn’t going to let him hide from it either. His limits list alone said he liked this type of play, but he’d gotten so many ridiculously negative reactions about it, I knew it’d take him a while to get comfortable with it.
“Then you snuggled closer and your head kept rubbing my erection.” Shaking my head as he started doing his fish impression again, I sighed. “I might have to punish you for that. You were teasing me and probably trying to edge me. I can’t have that.”
“No.” He licked his lips, willing to fight to make his mouth and brain work at the same time. “I…I didn’t do it on purpose, Daddy. I was…I was distracted.”
Well, words and no safeword, we’d made incredible progress.
“Are you sure?” As I made him think again, I ran my hand around his hip and down his bottom where I squeezed his ass. “I can’t imagine being cuddled up to you and not noticing you were hard.”
And now I had a reason to check.
“Hmm.” As I caressed around the front again, I slid my hand over his bulge and down between his legs. “Yes, I can feel your erection…or maybe a sexy cock in a diaper should be a stiffy?”
Alick went a delightful purple color, but his only form of hiding was to press his face against my chest. I’d have worried but his hips were rocking forward and getting what had to be some good friction against his cock. “Yes, I think you liked that. You’ve got a sexy stiffy, and I bet if you hadn’t been so distracted, you’d have humped the bed.”