Total pages in book: 86
Estimated words: 81009 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 405(@200wpm)___ 324(@250wpm)___ 270(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 81009 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 405(@200wpm)___ 324(@250wpm)___ 270(@300wpm)
Rome groaned and closed his eyes, then laid his head back against the window behind him. “Have you done this at least?” he asked.
I couldn’t just nod with his eyes closed. “No.”
He blew out a breath and opened his eyes, then turned his head to look at me. “What have you done?”
I licked my lips. Why did we have to talk about this? I wanted to go back to what we had been doing.
“Nothing.” Admitting that was hard, but I felt as if I could trust Rome. I didn’t think he’d laugh or make fun of me.
“Fuck.” He looked almost pained.
His hand stopped moving, and I panicked.
“No! Don’t stop. Please,” I begged.
“I shouldn’t be doing this. You’re too young and unexperienced.”
“I don’t want to be. I just didn’t have time for boys or anything really when I lived with my dad. It wasn’t allowed. It’s all new to me, this dating thing.” My words came out rushed.
“You’ve sure dated a lot of guys since school started.” His words sounded bitter. “Are you saying none of them tried to do more than kiss you?”
“I didn’t date any of them seriously, and only one tried to kiss me, but I…I didn’t trust him. To…to be my first.” I knew my face was blood red.
“Wait.” He narrowed his eyes. “You’ve not even kissed a guy?”
I shook my head. “No.” The word was so quiet that it was almost inaudible. “I never…I didn’t trust anyone. I don’t know what to do or anything, and, well…” I shrugged.
He closed his eyes again and sighed. “Why is this making my fucking dick harder?”
I dropped my gaze back to his penis to see his hand moving up and down it again. He wasn’t going to stop.
“I shouldn’t be doing this,” he groaned. “But, dammit, with you looking at it like that, I can’t stop.”
His breathing got heavier, and his hand began to pump faster. “Fuck.”
The first shot of semen that came out hit the steering wheel, making me jump. I mean, I had known it did that, but I hadn’t realized that much would come out. Rome let out something between a roar and a moan, and when I looked back at his face to find his gaze on me, I knew I’d never see anything that could compare to him in that moment.
9
Tex
Present Day
I almost hadn’t come tonight. But I’d decided that I wasn’t going to let a blast from the past ruin going out with the club for me. Pep’s bar had been our Thursday and Friday night outing lately. I’d been in Ocala for two weeks, working at Devil’s with Prez. This was my first day back, so when everyone was heading out, I had wanted to be with them. It was always good to be home. Salem wasn’t going to take that away from me.
Letting myself think about her refusal to even fucking have a conversation with me and running off soured my mood, so I tried like fuck not to think about it. Sucked that I couldn’t control my dreams at night though. She’d been showing up in them regularly. Not that she had ever stopped over the years, but they’d been fewer and less frequent. Not every time I closed my motherfucking eyes.
Amethyst hadn’t been at the club tonight, like she normally was when I returned. I figured she’d gotten word that I’d been sinking into the new girl that Divinity had hired at Devil’s. Precious or Prima or…hell, I couldn’t remember. She had black hair, close enough to another head of hair. So, when I had my cock down her throat or bent her over the bar and took her from behind, I could pretend she was someone else. That pissed me the fuck off too. I came harder when it was Salem I was imagining. I’d broken that shit years ago, and here I was, doing it again.
Brick pulled out a chair and sat down beside me. Leaning back in it, he took a drink from the bottle of beer in his hand, and I waited—because for him to leave Goldie to come sit with me meant he wanted to tell me something.
“Don’t know if you’ll care, but Amethyst’s been on Lick’s cock. She’s with him now. He’s the only one crazy enough to fuck your regular. We gonna have shit go down at the club over it?”
Lick. Yeah, that was a match. I wanted to laugh. She sure as fuck wanted to be an old lady if she was brave enough to get messed up with that lunatic.
I shrugged, then picked up my drink from the table. “She’s not my property.”
Brick didn’t say anything, but nodded as his gaze stayed on his woman while she danced with Nina to “You Shook Me All Night Long.” The band was doing their normal set of ’80s rock hits, which couldn’t make those two any happier.