Total pages in book: 178
Estimated words: 170884 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 854(@200wpm)___ 684(@250wpm)___ 570(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 170884 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 854(@200wpm)___ 684(@250wpm)___ 570(@300wpm)
We were being stupid. We were pretty much guaranteeing our families’ hatred lived on. It was almost as if we wanted the world to know how selfish and dumb we really were because even though we were hiding, we weren’t exactly pulling all the stops on that front.
This was our third rendezvous at the city apartment I’d specifically rented to meet him at. I was an idiot and sure to get caught, but when it came to Aslan, I didn’t really think about the consequences, nor did I care. Besides, so far, he refused to fuck me, so really, what were we doing? Not much.
But, truth was, if my brothers found out, they’d kill me. Quite literally.
I decided on honesty. “We’re fucking up in a real big way.”
When he laughed softly, looking at me the way he was looking at me, with an attachment in his eyes that was aimed at me, I felt part of the ice around my heart crack as it sluggishly thawed.
“Come to bed with me,” I leant in and spoke against his lips, grinding into his hard cock.
But he shook his head, smiling tenderly. “No.”
He was killing me here. I was so fucking horny I was ready to dry-hump his leg if he’d only let me.
Oh my God. Listen to you.
If he’d let me?
Who was I, and what the hell happened to The Dragon Queen?
I did not like the person I was when I was with this man. He made me feel weak, and that would not do. I was my own person. I didn’t rely on anyone, didn’t need anyone. I was happily unattached. Fuck him.
“Fine,” I uttered blasé-like. “I guess I’ll just go out and find a nice young cock to suck.” When his eyes flashed, I went on. “Maybe I’ll let him make out with my pussy a while, and when he makes me come—” I pressed my tits into him. “—I’ll show him gratitude by calling him Daddy. They like that, you know?” As I went to stand, Aslan gripped my wrist hard enough to bruise, and I smirked, liking where this was going. “Changed your mind, Az?”
He stood quickly, and I fell to the floor in a heap.
“Motherfucker,” I seethed.
“I don’t know why I fucking bother with you,” he said as he walked away from me.
And suddenly, I felt ill at the loss of him.
Holy shit.
That was new. I don’t know whether I liked that.
Just before he reached the exit, I called out, “Wait.” And to my shock, he did, pausing at the door.
Yep. Thought about it. I did not like that at all.
Looking like he wanted to smack a bitch, I wondered why he wouldn’t just smack this bitch. He knew I was down for it. In fact, nothing would make me happier than if he just fucked my next breath out of me.
I couldn’t believe I was about to say what I did. “This is new to me, Az. You gotta give me a break when I push because I don’t know any better.” You pussy. I sighed, humiliated at the fact that I was putting myself in this position. “I don’t like upsetting you.”
Suddenly, he turned and glared. “I have a wife at home, Ling, and believe it or not, she fucking adores me. I don’t need this juvenile bullshit you like to play at, this jealousy crap. You drive me crazy.” When he shook his head and put his hands to his hips as if he were contemplating the weight of the world, my insides shriveled because I knew what was coming. “I don’t think we should do this again.”
And because I had no idea how to deal with the abrupt sorrow inside me, I glowered right back. “No issue here.” My voice was low. “It’s time for you to leave.”
After all, I got my mom’s attitude and my dad’s temper.
The beautiful Turk looked at war with himself a short moment before he looked me up and down, waving a hand in my direction, his lips thinning. “You know what? Fuck this. I’m out.”
The thought of Aslan Sadik leaving me to go home to the wife who adored him drove me wild enough for me to make a point. Rushing over to my purse, I pulled out my .22 caliber, put my finger to the trigger, and fired.
Bang.
The sound echoed in the penthouse apartment, and when his entire body jerked in shock, I reveled in it. He blinked at the hole in the wall beside his head and turned back to me, wide-eyed. “You crazy bitch.”
Yeah. And you better not forget it. “Don’t ever come back, Az. You’ve officially outworn your welcome.”
Those dark eyes of his watched me closely a long while before he turned and left me alone with my thoughts.
And it was not a pretty place to leave a crazy bitch.