Total pages in book: 109
Estimated words: 103211 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 516(@200wpm)___ 413(@250wpm)___ 344(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 103211 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 516(@200wpm)___ 413(@250wpm)___ 344(@300wpm)
“What’s this? What did he do to you?” Nox’s voice was hoarse as she finally revealed what she’d been trying to hide. “Did he—?”
“He used some kind of special instrument on me,” Seline admitted in a small voice. “It…it looked kind of like the crop, but it had…had spikes on it. He called it his…his ‘pussy punisher.’ It really hurt.”
And then, though she’d promised herself she had finished crying, she broke down again. The beatings had been bad, but she could deal with them. But when Lendrex had held her thighs apart and beat her as hard as he could with the horrible special instrument—that had been pure agony.
At least he didn’t put himself inside me, she told herself, trying to feel better. At least he didn’t rape me or put me in the Ghost Box.
But the cruel, spiked thing Lendrex had used between her legs had hurt. She felt violated—torn in so many ways. And she was worried that she might have nerve damage, because he had spread her open and hit her in her most sensitive areas.
“Oh, Seline…sweetheart…”
Nox’s voice was thick and when she looked up, Seline saw to her surprise, that his silver eyes were suspiciously bright.
“Nox?” she whispered, her own voice tight and tearful. “Are you…crying?”
“I…do not know.” He shook his head. “These emotions…I feel so much. Guilt…pain…anger… I should have gotten to you sooner! And I wish I could go back and kill Lendrex for violating you like this!” He squeezed his big hands into fists. “I want him dead!”
“I do too,” Seline admitted. “But it’s too late now—we’ve left the station.”
“We should go back. I can still detonate the last two charges,” Nox growled, his eyes glowing with a vengeful light.
“No, don’t!” Seline begged him. “Think of Lovely and all the other innocent people in the Tangle!”
Nox shook his head.
“Right now, all I can think of is you and what he did to you.”
“I don’t want to go back or even think of it anymore,” Seline told him. “I wish I could forget it—all of it.” She sniffed. “The worst thing is, I’m scared he might have done permanent damage. I…I don’t feel much down there right now. It’s just…numb.”
Nox turned his head and squeezed his eyes tightly closed. Seline thought she saw dampness on his cheeks—clearly he was struggling with his emotions. Then he pressed the heels of his hands to his eyes and took a deep breath, like a man fighting for control.
“Forgive me…” His voice was husky and when he finally pulled his hands away, his eyes were red from the aftereffects of tears. “These emotions…they are very difficult to deal with. But I do not believe you should give up hope. I think—I believe—that I will still be able to heal you.”
Seline wasn’t so sure. The paddling with the crop had been nothing compared to what Lendrex had done to her with his horrible ‘pussy punisher.’ But she didn’t see how it could hurt to at least let Nox try to heal her.
“All right,” she said, nodding. “You…you can try. Just please be careful—some parts are numb but some are really tender.”
“Of course, I’ll be careful.” Nox rose and pulled her gently to the end of the bed, so that her lower legs hung down over the side. Then he knelt on the floor between her knees. Stroking her thighs, he looked up at her. “I’ll be as gentle as I can.”
“Thank you, Nox,” Seline whispered. She tried not to tense up as she watched him lower his head and felt his warm breath against her inner thighs. As long as she lived, she never wanted to be hit there, ever again, she thought!
This deep dive into the world of BDSM had been a real eye-opener for her. Basically it boiled down to who her Dom was. With Nox, she’d felt pleasure along with the pain and had been turned on by the exhibitionism of being spanked in front of others. But with Lendrex—it had been a nightmare from start to finish.
She hoped she might still retain some interest in the practice—if she could get over these injuries. But she really wasn’t sure—she’d been through a lot of trauma in a short time and…
“Ohhhh…” The long sigh was drawn from her as she felt Nox begin to bathe her outer pussy lips with his warm tongue. He was licking her slowly and gently, making certain to spread his essence everywhere. Already the cool, soothing sensation was making at least the outside of her pussy feel better.
But it was the inside he really hurt, whispered a pessimistic little voice in her head. The inside is where…
And then Nox spread her open and began bathing her inner folds with his essence.
At first, Seline didn’t feel anything but his warm breath on her thighs. She was numb—wounded beyond repair, she thought, feeling a surge of despair. There was no healing what Lendrex had done to her with his evil instrument of torture! He—