Total pages in book: 92
Estimated words: 88215 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 441(@200wpm)___ 353(@250wpm)___ 294(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 88215 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 441(@200wpm)___ 353(@250wpm)___ 294(@300wpm)
The small bathroom doesn’t look anything like the abandoned prison. There’s no graffiti or peeling paint. Everything in it is at least twenty years old, but it doesn’t appear to be abandoned at all. The white tile lining the bottom half of the walls and covering the floor is clean and the claw foot tub, although rusted at the drain, is otherwise intact.
Smoke, seemingly satisfied with the temperature of the water, lifts me again.
I brace myself to cringe from the contact against my bruised skin but he’s surprisingly gentle as he sets me down in the tub.
Why the hell is he bothering?
He’s been a brute. Rough. Now he’s suddenly Florence fucking Nightingale? I think I liked the aggression better. At least, it wasn’t confusing.
I hiss through my teeth as I sink down in the warm water as it makes contact with my wounds. It’s only a temporary sting. After a few minutes, my muscles begin to relax. I moan out loud. I’m so far gone, lost in the wonderful sensation I drop my hands from my chest and almost forget that I’m not alone until Smoke speaks.
He’s looking down into the water. “That guy in the cell, did he…was I too—”
“No!” I cut him off, repeating my answer. “No.”
“Good,” he says with a curt nod. His lips turn up in a snarl like he’s remembering what had happened.
“Why do you care?” I ask.
Smoke crouches down next to the tub. “Because you belong to me. Your fear, your anger, your fury, your fucking defiance. It all belongs to me. And nobody fucks with what’s mine but ME.”
I gasp, his words twisting my insides into a mess that can rival the tangled vines of the prison yard.
ME, not Griff, the man he’s supposedly working for, the man my father stole from. His one eyebrow, the one with a scar through it, twitches. He looks down into the water. There’s more to this situation than he’s letting on.
Much more.
I remember my nudity and cover my body to shield myself from his gaze.
He chuckles. “Who do you think is the one who undressed you? Hate to tell you, hellion, but I’ve already seen it all. Every inch of your bruised and cut flesh.”
He might have a point, but I refuse to uncover my body. He may say he owns me, but it’s a lie.
I own me.
No one else.
I close my eyes as if to block him out in every way I’m capable of, but they spring open again when I feel a sting at my lip. “Ouch!”
Smoke is holding a cotton ball to the corner of my mouth, a medical kit open on the side of the tub, a bottle of rubbing alcohol open on the floor. He’s cleaning my cuts. I’m about to ask him why but choke down the words. I can’t think of a single positive outcome that will come of that question so I ask him another one.
“Who was that guy? The one in the cell?” I ask.
“An asshole sent to check up on me by an even bigger asshole,” he grates out.
“He doesn’t work for you?” I ask.
Smoke shakes his head. “No. I work alone. At least, I do now.” I can see the regret on his face the second the words are spoken.
I remember Dr. Ida’s rules. Relate to your captor. “I’m better by myself, too,” I say.
Smoke raises an eyebrow and moves the cotton ball to a scrape on my shoulder. That’s when I notice the gauze covering the top of his right shoulder and the bloodstain underneath from the bullet I meant to shoot into my own head.
Smoke stills and turns his head to the side. There’s an unspoken question lingering on his lips.
“What?” I ask. “You think you’re so different from everyone else in the world? You’re not. There are a lot of people out there like you. Hell, I’m even more like you than you think.”
“That’s not fuckin’ possible,” Smoke mutters, closing the kit.
This is the first time I’m attempting to relate to him in a non-panicked state so I take a moment and choose my words wisely.
“Well, you’re a lone wolf. Just like me. Governed by nothing and no one except his own fucked up set of rules and morals, and believe it or not, that’s just like me.” I meant to lie to him, but the words I’ve spoken are the truth. I am alone in this world and so is he.
“You think that matters?” Smoke asks.
“Yes. I think it does.” I argue then decide to stretch the truth a bit. “We both use what we’ve got to make others do what we want. I use my looks to get the guy from the grocery store to make deliveries by promising him things I’m never planning to go through with. I get the neighbors to fix the door hinge or rewire the stove by offering hints of a friendship I’m not capable of giving them. You do the same except you use your intimidation to get what you want. It’s your own brand of manipulation. So, you see? We may have our differences, but there’s a lot between us that’s the same too. And I have a feeling that you’re just as lonely as I am.”