Total pages in book: 153
Estimated words: 144571 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 723(@200wpm)___ 578(@250wpm)___ 482(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 144571 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 723(@200wpm)___ 578(@250wpm)___ 482(@300wpm)
Nope. Not thinking about that bitch or anything about that time tonight. Cooper was giving her a gift, and she was going to take it. She moved to his other perfectly formed nipple and gave it the same attention. Cooper gritted his teeth, and his hands gripped the ropes that bound him.
Did he like it? He could be pretending for her. “Is this okay?”
“Baby, you know it is. You know how to watch for signs. My cock won’t lie to you. My body won’t. I’m your sub tonight.”
Strangely, she didn’t like those words. “You’re not my sub. You’re just…mine for tonight.”
“For as long as we want,” he said quietly. “I want the deal we made before back in place. I want to be the man you come to when you need, Kala.”
“When I need sex?”
“When you need anything.”
It wasn’t like she didn’t have people in her life who would do anything for her. Her family was wonderful. Her parents would literally go to the ends of the earth for her, but hearing the words out of Cooper’s mouth filled some place inside her she hadn’t known was empty. Why did it have to be this man? Only one. Only him.
She stared down at him as she started to unbutton her blouse, easing it off her shoulders. This was happening, and somehow she trusted it this time. She didn’t have to worry about pleasing him, about rushing through the part that scared her so she could feel his arms around her. They would get to the part where she was wrapped up in him, but now she got to explore.
She hesitated when she got to the button of her jeans.
“What is it? Don’t stop, Kala.”
She frowned down at him. “Well, if I’d known I was going to get naked, I wouldn’t have eaten all those waffles. TJ is a bad influence.”
His laughter boomed through the room.
Somehow him laughing made all her insecurities fly away, replaced with an eagerness she’d never felt before. She wanted this, wanted this time, wanted him in a way that was bigger than sex, and somehow that made it okay.
He watched her as she undressed, his eyes seeming to eat her up. He’d seen her in various states of undress, but now she wondered how much he’d hidden from her because there was no way to deny the hunger in his eyes. She couldn’t pretend this was about convenience. Oh, she likely would tomorrow, but for tonight she wasn’t lying to herself.
Tonight, this was everything.
Being naked with him felt right. So did having him tied down for her pleasure, so score one for her father. Eww. She’d thought about her dad.
“Do not think about your dad or your brother or Kenzie,” Cooper ordered in his dommiest tone.
The man did know her. “My brother was here, too?”
Cooper’s eyes were on her breasts. “I want to fucking suck on your nipples, baby. I want them in my mouth and hands and god, at some point I want to hold them together and slide my dick in between them.”
All interesting thoughts. She never realized how easily distracted he was by sex. She could have fun with that, but he hadn’t answered her question. A feeling of power coursed through her. How could it not when he was looking at her like he wanted to eat her alive? “Focus, Coop. My dad brought Travis here?”
His eyes stayed on her as she prowled around the bed. “Seth. And your parents should have spanked him more.”
She trailed her fingertips down his body, lightly scraping across his chest down to his abs. “He would have liked it.”
“Your brother loves you,” Cooper said, and his breath hitched as she touched his cock. “He cares about you more than he shows. Also, he’s a sneaky bastard, and he’s listening in way more than you think he is.”
Seth? She loved Seth, had always felt a connection to her brother, but he didn’t pay attention to much beyond his music and sex with lots of women. “I don’t want to talk about Seth. Tell me more about the nipple thing. I like it when you talk.”
Dirty. She liked it when he talked dirty. She could get hot listening to him tell a sub what he planned to do to them, and she didn’t get off on stuff like humiliation play. But when it came out of his filthy, gorgeous mouth, she suddenly reconsidered.
“Do you know why I had them tie me down like this?”
She climbed on the bed, finally letting her hand find the part of him she’d been fascinated with since she learned what sex was. She tossed away the flower. Her sister was a weirdo. He didn’t need decorating. He was a work of art all on his own. “I would think the headboard would be easier. You wouldn’t need an under-the-mattress restraint system.”