Series: Silver Spoon MC Series by Nichole Rose
Total pages in book: 27
Estimated words: 24334 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 122(@200wpm)___ 97(@250wpm)___ 81(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 24334 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 122(@200wpm)___ 97(@250wpm)___ 81(@300wpm)
"Stop thinking about what?" a deep voice rumbles in the dark.
I scream, flinging myself away from him. At least I try to fling myself away. But whoever is in the room with me must be a ninja because they're standing behind me. All I manage to do is fling myself right into his arms.
They close around me and a surge of panic fires through me. My mind short-circuits, fight or flight kicking in. I thrash like a hellcat, trying to get free, but he yanks me up against his chest, easily subduing me. I manage to bring my knee up and slam it into his upper thigh, narrowly missing his groin.
"Fuck," he growls, momentarily relaxing his hold on me.
I use that split second to my advantage, yanking one hand free to scratch him.
"Son of a bitch," he snarls, grabbing me again. The next thing I know, I'm on the bed with him on top of me, his weight pressing me into the mattress.
"Let me go!" I cry, tears welling in my eyes as panic threatens to overwhelm me.
"Easy, baby doll," Jude rasps in my ear. "Easy. I'm not going to hurt you."
"J-Jude?" I gasp, every muscle in my body relaxing all at once.
"Yeah. Fucking hell," he swears, rolling off the bed. "Who did you think it was?"
"I…I…" I don't know what I thought. I wasn't thinking. "You grabbed me."
"I won't be doing that again," he growls, flipping on the light. "Jesus Christ, Devin."
I blink up at him, my stomach clenching. His white button down is rumpled, the sleeves rolled up. His hair is a mess and he's scowling daggers at me, but he looks gorgeous. Dismay courses through me when I see the scratches across his cheek.
"You climbed through my window," he says.
"I'm sorry." Naturally, I do the least helpful thing possible in this situation. I start crying. I don't even know why! Adrenaline, nerves, shame, fear? A combination of all four? I don't know. But I just assaulted him in his room, which I broke into…and he's a lawyer.
"Are you crying?" He sounds horrified. Looks it too.
"N-n-no," I lie, squeezing my eyes closed and then covering them with my hands like that's going to help hide the fact that I'm bawling.
"Jesus. Did I hurt you?" The bed shifts as he sits beside me. A second later, I feel his hands on me, running down my body as he checks me for injuries. His hands are warm and rough, but his touch is gentle. "Did I hurt you, baby doll? I need you to answer me."
"N-no," I whisper.
He expels a breath.
"I hurt you."
"It's a scratch, Devin."
"Are you going to have me arrested?"
He pries my hands from my face. "Look at me."
I shake my head.
"Look at me," he growls.
I reluctantly crack my eyes open to peek up at him.
"You've been sleeping in my bed for the last week." It's not a question or a guess. It's a simple statement of fact. He knows I've been staying here. Oh no.
"Please don't call the police," I cry, scrambling to sit upright as more tears pour down my face. "I p-promise I'll l-leave and not come back. I didn't t-take anything except a few snacks and a toothbrush and deodorant and books to read. I'll pay for e-everything." I try to slide around him off the bed, but he grabs me again, his hands fitting easily around my waist.
"Stop," he commands. "You aren't going anywhere."
My shoulders slump, defeat coursing through me in a black cloud of doom. It's over. He's going to call the police, who will call my brother. He'll bribe my way out of jail…and I'll never be allowed to leave Houston again. My freedom will end in handcuffs and humiliation.
I suppose that's fitting since it began in zip-ties and intimidation. Dimitri and Uncle Dante only sent me here to finish high school because one of the cartels tried to kidnap me. My time here was only ever meant to be temporary. But life without the constant threat of violence hanging over my head is addictive. I'm tired of spending my life surrounded by bodyguards, afraid I'll be kidnapped or killed by one of the cartels. I'm tired of being overprotected because of what my family does.
Not that any of that matters now. I'm a criminal too. I have a feeling Dimitri and Uncle Dante won't be very happy to hear about this new addition to my resume. They aren't ashamed of who they are and what they do, but they've always wanted something different for me. The apple still lands in the apple orchard though, right?
"You've been sleeping in my bed for the last week," Jude says again.
"Yes," I admit. There's no point in lying now. I'm already caught.
"Why?"
Okay, maybe there is a point in lying now.
"You weren't using it," I whisper. It's partially true without being anywhere close to the whole truth. Not even the jaws of life could pry that out of me right now. Telling this man that I'm obsessively in love with him is the last thing I want to do. Adding stalking to the list of criminal charges he's going to file against me isn't appealing.