Total pages in book: 151
Estimated words: 139803 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 699(@200wpm)___ 559(@250wpm)___ 466(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 139803 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 699(@200wpm)___ 559(@250wpm)___ 466(@300wpm)
They never complained though. In fact, they loved that I wanted them both so badly.
Julian gripped my panties and pulled them down my legs. He pressed a kiss to my ankle before he quickly flipped me over and yanked on my hips, so my ass was in the air. I licked my lips when Axel unsnapped his jeans. “So fucking naughty,” Axel whispered as he pulled his cock out of his jeans.
I wrapped my lips around him at the same time Julian slid into me from behind. Axel gripped a handful of my hair in his hand, guiding my lips, stopping me when I tried to take him deeper. I moaned as Julian tightly gripped my ass, thrusting hard in and out of me.
Was this slutty as fuck of me? Probably. But it was like they always said. As long as I was only with them, there was nothing wrong with wanting both of them.
“So fucking beautiful,” Axel said, his eyes meeting mine. He shot me a smirk that revealed the bad boy inside of him that he had been before he had decided to be with me. “Who do you belong to, sweet girl?”
“You and Julian,” I told him.
Axel didn’t let me continue getting him off. He only stroked himself as he nodded at Julian. “Give her what she wants.”
Julian flipped me onto my back and slid back inside of me, those gorgeous blue eyes locking on mine. He leaned down and covered my lips with his as he hooked my legs around his arms, fucking me hard and fast, just like he always did.
* * *
✶ ✶ ✶
* * *
I pushed my shirt up to under my breasts and watched as the ultrasound technician put some of the warm gel on my belly. “Are we ready to find out the gender?” she asked the three of us.
I nodded. “Yes.” I smiled. “I have a feeling it’s a boy.”
She returned my smile before she pressed her wand to my belly. “You’re right, Meghan. You’re having a little boy.”
Tears suddenly streamed down my cheeks. I stared at my little boy on the screen. He was sucking his thumb, and his little feet were moving furiously, though I already knew that by the feeling of him kicking me.
“Holy shit,” Julian breathed as he rubbed his thumb over my knuckles. “We’re having a boy.”
Axel leaned down and pressed a kiss to my lips. “You always knew he would be a boy,” he told me as he brushed some tears off of my cheeks.
“Sorry,” I choked out. “It’s a little overwhelming to have it confirmed.” I covered my lips. “I’m so happy.”
Axel tenderly smiled down at me. I looked up at Julian. He was still mesmerized by our little boy on the screen, but he never released my hand. He looked over at Axel. “I think you should name him.”
“Oh, Julian,” I whispered, tightening my hand around his.
Axel swallowed thickly. “You really mean that, bro?”
Julian nodded. “You deserve it.” He smiled. “He’s yours, too, bro. Don’t forget that you’re turning into a dad just as much as I am once he’s born.”
“Thanks,” Axel said, his voice sounding a bit strangled.
Julian nodded at him before he leaned down and kissed me softly. “Thank you for this beautiful gift, baby girl,” he told me.
“Thank you for giving me a second chance,” I told him honestly, my voice sounding choked.
He tenderly smiled at me before he kissed me again.
* * *
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* * *
Axel stepped into the living room where I was curled up against Julian’s side watching a sad, romantic movie on TV. Julian was playing a game on his phone, completely uninterested in the movie. But it was enough for me that he was cuddling me while I watched it.
“I just got off the phone with Dr. Gresham,” Axel informed us. We both looked up at him. “Alli is scheduled to come home when we move back home.”
I looked up at him, a hopeful look in my eyes. “She’s doing better?”
“Seems so,” he said. He sat down on the other side of me. I leaned my back against Julian and draped my legs over Axel’s lap. “Dr. Gresham said she’s doing better—improving drastically. He wants to do a group session with the four of us, see how she responds.”
“Does she still hate me?” I asked him.
Axel reached out and rubbed the pad of his thumb over my bottom lip. “I don’t know, sweet girl. That’s why Dr. Gresham wants to do the group therapy session. If she responds negatively, Dr. Gresham wants to do more sessions between the two of you. She’s coming into our care, but Dr. Gresham also knows that Julian and I will go above and beyond to protect you, our baby, and your mental health, which means if she lashes out at you, we’ll defend you over her.”